It's 2am and I am wide awake. I cannot sleep because the thoughts of something better haunt me and also because I destroyed my sleeping pattern and basically any kind of pattern my body ever followed. One single song, one single momentum, one single feeling on my mind.

I just verbalized it today for the first time. I don't like the feeling of belonging somewhere, I just like faking it. I've faked it all through this school year but now I'm afraid I came face to face with the real deal.

Comfort, please go away willingly. I don't want to force you out..