- How is it that you can possibly be special to me? You're fucked in the head. In the most magnificent way. I gravitate towards "fucked'. You've seen some fucked up shit... and I'm curious. The most important part though... You're the only person I've met that I feel could challenge me in any way. The rest... Well they don't... Those who did are long gone. I'm honoring the contract... What I want to ask you is... Are you not happy with the current version of it?