I actually don't know what to think right now.
Still not exactly sure whether it happened or my imagination has gone wild.
I suppose "normal" people would be.. happy? I'm disappointed. Like this whole year of constant bleeding and my mind becoming a complete mess was pointless, because in the end he actually apologized. The fuck am I supposed to do now? I JUST restored myself, then you show up, stir my numbness and walk out again?

I got that peace of mind that I was craving for, but now I almost wish it never happened..