What is it that you don't understand when I say I need my silence?
I just need peace and quiet for a couple of days, so that nobody would bother me or talk to me;
So that nobody would ask questions. I want to be able to hear my own thoughts and walk around my house wearing whatever I want or don't want to wear.
I want to lay down on the floor in the living room and stare at the ceiling; I want to sleep on the armchair or under the table, covered in my blanket.
I want to not eat for days, just drink. I want to listen to any music, and not the kind that doesn't cause you a headache.
I desperately need a few days like that, and no, I DON'T WANT to talk about it.